Absolution

The songs that were left for me

Drowned me

I couldn't believe

That I was there

And

I was seen by you

Today is different

I swallowed

Not with belief

But with unknown

False crowns

Absolution

They say

They cry

They have no desire

If you tell the truth

Or lie

Send me your sinners

I ask for your patriarchs

Your matriarchs

Those who 

Pay and allow to be monarchs

I cry

For my my absolution

Is gone 

My crying crowns

Has left me

To tell the truth 

To tell the lies

No matter

I've drown